On a Schedule?

Well...not quite but I think we're getting there. Mateo is already 7 weeks old!! As of a week ago he finally started sleeping more consistently at night. My mom came over on a Thursday, rocked him to sleep and he slept for 4 1/2 hours straight! He's been doing that ever since! It is great to at least have some predictable moments with him. He now goes down every night around 8:30 and sleeps for 4-5 hours straight. After that...well...we're working on that but at least he's sleeping! Mateo is now cooing and gurgling and has started smiling more and more. It is so much fun seeing him awake and more alert.

They say when you become a mom, it is a lot like having your heart outside of your body. I totally think this is true. We had our first few times out without Mateo and while I had fun, all I could think about was getting back home to him. It's not a lack of trust, in fact my mom takes such good care of him, I don't even think he knows we left...it's mostly just me. I'm learning to take it a step at a time and not worry so much. We'll see how I do when I have my first wedding shoot this summer :)

A Smile!

Mateo gave me his first smile today. He smiles all the time in his sleep but today he just looked at me and smiled. It sure makes all those sleepless nights worth it when I see his adorable toothless grin.

Speaking of sleepless nights, it seems like everyone I've talked to lately has some amazing story about how their child slept through the night from the beginning. It's very discouraging to hear when Mateo gets up every 1.5 hours and 2.5 hours if I'm lucky! I just have to keep reminding myself that this will pass shortly. Every week that goes by I tell myself that is is one more week closer to more sleep! Who knows when that will be!!

Mateo is 1 Month!

My little guy is 1 month old today?! Can you believe it...and only the size of a teddy bear but a lot more work :)

The past 2 days he has started becoming more aware of his surroundings. In the morning I usually have the tv on while I'm breastfeeding him. Yesterday I put him down for a minute and I caught him turning his head around to view the tv! It happened again today...so I had to remove him from his spot...don't want to start bad habits this early :)

He also really likes staring at things with big contrasts...it is very cute to watch him be memorized with things.

Well...that's about all he does right now besides poop, spit up, sleep and eat. haha. I'm sure that will change quickly and I will wish that that was all he did.

When 2 become 3!!

After a good year of no blogging, I thought I would update you all on what is happening in our lives!

On March 27, 2011 at 10:27 P.M. Dave and I welcomed the newest addition to our family. Mateo Manuel Chookaszian, a gorgeous little boy :).

Labor pains started early on March 26th and lucky me was in labor for approximately 36 hours before he came. It was a crazy experience but one of the most wonderful by far!!

Some things I'm learning about being a NEW mommy!

1. People say you don't get sleep but you don't REALLY understand that until you go through it. It's kind of what I imagine Chinese water torture to be like...Just when you think baby is asleep...he wakes up crying!

2. Breastfeeding takes FOREVER! I always pictured breastfeeding to be this cute bonding time of about 15-30 mins tops. Well the first 2 weeks it felt like I would never be able to even shower with baby on me all the time. Fortunately, by week 4 it has proven to get better.

3. Moms are the best! I don't think I could have survived the first 2 weeks without my mom or Dave's mom. It has been wonderful to have my mom come over and take Mateo when I am exhausted or just need a shower. Dave's mom cleaned our apartment and did our laundry...that's the only reason we are wearing clean clothes :) Not to mention both of them have blessed us with their unbelievable cooking...I think I could have more babies just to have that! :)

4. Crying is okay...Yep, I heard so many other moms say that they just cried the first few weeks. Well I cried day 2 at the hospital when I couldn't get Mateo to calm down or stop crying. The first day at home was insane and not at all what you expect when you're day-dreaming about being a mom. I cried, and it's ok. I guess it just shows us even more how much we need others and especially God to get us through the tough times.

5. Diapers are only good if they contain everything! So far, we've had poop on our walls, sent 2 pillows to the dry cleaners, hoped and hoped for the day his umbilical cord would fall out because we ran out of clothes he could wear...and done at least 2 loads of laundry every day.

Being a mommy is hard but I know it will be all worth it when he finally gives me a smile or says "ma ma". I am so thankful for friends that already have kids...they are the best at giving advice. I've found older women sometimes forget how it FEELS and sometimes say insensitive things but the friends I have that have small kids really understand and are able to sympathize more :)

Well that's it for now...I'm sure I'll learn more and more as time goes on.